That's So Taboo

This episode you will hear how I am feeling being just over three weeks sober. I share my experience going night surfing on Friday the 13th under the light of the full moon. I also talk about how I have been doing some serious adulting but making sure to fit good times into the mix. Overall you will learn where I am at physically and mentally. I'll give you a hint sobriety is looking mighty fine ;)

Series two of That's So Taboo is called the sobriety series. I have decided that I no longer wan't alcohol to be in my life. In this series you will learn about my history with drugs and alcohol. You will also hear why I have decided to stop drinking altogether. I will be using the podcast as a blog documenting how I feel and what I am going through. I hope to have some open individuals on the podcast willing to share their stories dealing with recovery. If you would every like to come on the podcast and discuss your journey email me at officiallillianrose@gmail.com 

Podcast will no longer by weekly due to my busy fucking life ;) Don't worry this will give me more time to come up with content that you actually give a fuck about.. hopefully! This episode talks about how my cat Sabation has been reunited with me after 5 years of being out in the wild. I also share what I did on my tip back to Oregon. You will have to listen to find out what exactly I did, but it was an amazing time home. Finally, I bring up my 3 year anniversary and how I met my boyfriend. :) 

Episode is about my horrible tooth extraction experience. Sometimes it's not worth going to Mexico to try and save money.. this was one of those times. I share that my cat I adopted 5 years ago was found living outside near my old apt and he will be joining me in San Diego later this month! I also talk about how it was depressing to be on the couch for two weeks in the middle of summer and how I got over some negative thoughts.

Conor the extragalactic astronomer comes in hot on That's So Taboo's episode 17. I met this lovely man using the interweb and I am so glad I did. Conor is one of the easiest people to talk to, our conversations were so natural and I feel like we were in a flow state the whole interview.  Sometimes life brings people to you at just the right time and this was one of those times. I was feeling a little out of it with mercury being in retrograde and all.. and then bam there was Conor a chill ass person who brought some much needed light to my day.  This episode starts with us talking about pride since Conor was visiting from Hawaii to go to pride and well.. to be on this podcast. He mentioned that he had recently went to a party and made out with a man and he liked it. At pride he was hoping to connect with a bearded scruffy man. I later get a text with a picture of him and his bearded friend it warmed my heart.  Conor talks about being in Hawaii for grad school. How he was in a relationship and went through som

Danika Fuckin Haze is a trans woman nimfomaniac! Danika shares when she first came out at 12 after that she started dressing up and realized she was much happier being a pretty girl. She share how she lost her V-card to a 40 something year old man. How she became a sex addict and shortly after a sex worker. she gives advice for those that are looking to transition as well as become a client/ sex worker of your own and what you should look out for!

By the time this episode comes out it will be the day after the 4th of July. The day many Americans will be wishing that they wouldn't of had those last few drinks. I have defiantly learned that no matter how hard I try not to consume to much alcohol it always just ends up happening. Anyways this episode talks about my past five 4th of July experiences. Going from my first time in San Diego, heading to Mexico to get away from the crowd, mansion parties with multiple hot tubs, last year going to 5 plus parties and never really being satisfied... to this year. As I am writing this it is the 4th, and it has just began. I am having a bbq at my new place and then I'm doing the paddle out into to the ocean on my surfboard to watch the fire works.   I mention this new book I'm reading called Saltwater Buddha a Surfers Quest to Find Zen on the Sea This book really resonated with me because I remember writing a pome before I could surf about how when your out there all that is on your mind is the Sea and yourself

Adam and I have been great friends for years. Hear our story of how we met and the crazy shit that we have been through. You will hear our expeirenes with mushrooms. How I saved his sanity in his fucked up situation with his cheating ex wife. He tells his Tre authentic story even though he was scared shitless. It's not east to be open and venerable but Adam do so and I hope that you enjoy this.  https://www.facebook.com/junorisingband/

We all need to ramble on here and there well here is my mouth pretty much word vomiting. This episode is pretty much me sharing what i've been up to this last week. I recorded this podcast in a hotel room after driving 6 hours North for a shoot fest for Suicide girls. I talk about my dad being in prison and how I am trying to find him a pin-pal. I share my outlook on life and how I have leaned to cope with traumatic events.

After lots of stress and consideration, I have decided that I am going to do more solo episodes and interviews when I find convenient. I have been getting an extreme amount of love on my solo episodes so I hope this is not to disappointing ;)   This episode I give sex advice. You might get turned on, in fact I'm sure you will if you are sexual by any means. I talk about ways that you can get a girl off if she is having problems cumming. One being the use of a Hitachi my favorite clit stimulater.   I mention how communication is key to sparking that flam in bed. You must get out of your comfort zone, but always make sure to have consent. I share ways that you can learn more about ur partners fantasies and boundaries. You will learn new tricks and tips to keep things fresh and intimate.   Remember that these are all based on my option and everyone is different, so be open to talking before you try any of the advice given.

Another solo episode with yours truly :) Freedom at last, thats how I've been feeling after school has ended for the summer. I have so much free time to get work things done and take time for myself, it's been really nice.   In the begining of this episode I talk about my love for surfing and how great it feels to get back into the water after a 2 month hiatus. I also mention how therapeutic being in the water is, much like practicing yoga.   I talk about some plans I have made for summer such as road tripping up through Oregon, Washing and BC. I will be interviewing people along the way that I feel would be great for the podcast. I also ask the listeners if they have any one in mind that they think would be a good fit for the show.   Lastly I answer some questions about my sex life. I found this questions online and I'm pretty sure that they are meant for a male but I am Bisexual so it worked out ;) Hope you learn a bit more about me and can't wait for the next episode. Remember is Rate and

Everybody loves a nice booty, right? Well Anna is a twerk queen and let me tell you she knows how to twerk it. ;) So I met this blunt, bad ass bitch in college. The first day she came and sat down by me and gave be her number. She is super straight forward and that's what I really liked about her. One day Anna and I were working on a group project and we went to get some food at Subway, I had no idea what this girls story was like but I trusted that I could let her in on my life story. So I told her I'm a podcast host, I also am a webcam model, and I model for SG. Anna loved it all and came out with her story. Like many other people on my podcast Anna has been through some shit. At 15 she was in Rehab for suicide attempts and self mutilation. She also had a drinking problem and was a little out of control. She shares what it was like to be in a mental hospital, and her struggle with having a mental disorder. Anna was so nervous to share that she has a personality disorder because she has not really share

For the latest edition of That's So Taboo I'm introducing you to one of my best friends, roommates, spirit guides and occasional pain in my ass, Kyle Gates. He's an entrepreneur, ordained minister, smooth criminal, dog-godfather, redneck and easily one of San Diego's most eligible bachelors.   In this episode we talk about everything from expanded states of consciousness to prison life. Other topics include international travel, prostitution, drugs and sexual preferences. This podcast takes on the feel of two old friends just telling their stories. One of the chief goals we both had going into this was to keep it uncensored and real. I ask Kyle some questions surrounding his life that he might normally sugarcoat. Here we get honest answers to some potentially uncomfortable questions.   Kyle has had the opportunity to do some things many people only dream of while at the same time having experiences that are the stuff of nightmares. By letting the conversation flow naturally and using this platform to

Mel Rose is featured in the 10th episode of That's So Taboo. She is a model, webcam girl, and a podcast host. I found her podcast and really enjoyed it, so I invited her to be a guest on mine. Two weeks after we recorded the episode I had the privilege to be a guest on her podcast, Seen and Not Heard. I highly suggest you go listen to not just my episode but all of her episodes. This is one bright business woman that will have no problem succeeding in life.   In this episode we talk about how Mel was a GoGo Dancer in Chicago, when she found out some of the girls were webcam models. Shortly after, she decided that she wanted to give it a go. Being close with her mom, she told her mom about camming and how she was seriously considering it. Her mom helped her pick out her stage name and was very supportive of her decision.   Mel talks about how successful her first night was, making around $1000. After that there was no going back, she went all in. With pro's there are con's and Mel knows this very well

Episode 10 is full of nothin but good vibes. In this episode I share my experience with psychedelics, and how they have helped shape my life in the best way possible. I talk about the good times as well as the not so good. I bring up that drugs can also cause a psychosis if you have members in your family that have been diagnose with some sort of psychosis.   I asked people what they wanted me to talk about in this episode, and I found multiple people wanted to hear some relationship advice. I mention how I have managed to heal from past relationship . I share a few books that helped me overcome some really hard times, such as The Mastery of Love, The Four Agreement, And Be Here Now.   Another thing I bring up is how I was a festival child, which means my parents used to take me to festivals ever since I was a baby. I share my favorite venues and festivals! My favorite part is when I get into what Burning man was like for me, and how it absolutely changed my life. I experienced my ego shattering, and

Isn't it wild how no one person, can have the exact same experiences? What's even more wild is that our experiences are a huge factor in how our lives and our behaviors are shaped.   Wayne Mill's, also known as WeMoveAir, is a talented producer, engineer, song writer, and artist. Wayne hasn't had a life where everything is handed to him, in fact, his upbringing was quite the opposite.   Wayne and I share one thing in common and that is that we both lost our dads to the system. His father used to be a Hells Angels, and as we all know bikers can get into some fucked up shit. Unfortunately, Waynes father spent most of Waynes childhood locked up. His mother wanted to protect him so he never really got to know his dad, until he was 19, shortly after his dad got out of prison. Not to long after meeting his father he passed away of heart failure.   In this episode, we talk about how growing up in a chaotic environment, such as being around drugs and violence at a young age, can really make a child feel

Brea is back for a part 2 Episode! Episode 7 was about her past, very vulnerable and deep. This Episode is more about what Brea does, such as, modeling for Suicide Girls, web camming, singing, teaching yoga, and being a seamstress.   In this Episode we talk about how Brea got involved with Suicide Girls, and how being part of the community has allowed her to travel to places like Italy. We talk about the the insecurities of ex-boyfriends, and how their controlling behaviors made doing jobs like nude modeling and web camming seem so "bad." We talk about some funny web camming stories.   Brea is a seamstress and talks about how she can't wait to start her own clothing line. On top of that, she is a singer and works with her boy friend Wayne who produces her music. Wayne will be on episode 9 to share his story.   We talk about the benefits of being on plant based diets. I mention the documentary Diminion, which will give you lots of information on the way animals are mistreated. Tree Active cyst a

JadedBrea Episode 7 In episode 7 Brea reminds us that no matter what life throws at us there is always hope and light at the end of the tunnel. Brea is a talented singer, Suicide Girl, and Webcam model. Life has not always been rainbows and butterflies for Brea, she has been through so extremely tough times. If losing her Dad at 10 wasn't enough, she also grew up with an alcoholic mother. She's been through a lot and has lost some of the most important people in her life. Make sure you follow IG & Twitter @jadedbrea www.jadedbrea.com www.Patreon.com/brea_  

I got a request to hear more about my travels and being a sex worker, so in this podcast I do exactly that. Talk about my spring break going to Yosemite and Big Bear. Share my story about living in Costa Rica, and the impact it had on my life. Then I share about traveling to SE Asia, visiting Thailand, Laos, Vietnam, and Bali.  I also mention how I got into web camming. As well as the competition of being a web cam model. 

This episode features special guest CallMeMaster, a daddy Dom who shares his experience with BDSM, and what it is to him. He goes into detail about what it means to practice BDSM, and tips for those looking to practice BDSM. He also shares a bit about his experience with Tantra, and how Tantra and BDSM are different yet very similar. Follow Master on Twitter CallMeMaster4